Sometimes (The Underground Remix) feat. Jayla Hill

from The Underground Railroad Mixtape by T. Barlow

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I’ve been looking for some good in me
Can’t see none
Any fight in this flesh with me
Can’t be won
And if it’s one sure thing I know
Is that the one true King’s my hope
And trying to live a life without Him
Yo it can’t be done

Sometimes I feel that I don’t love Him enough
Cause I cave in to lust
With a blatant mistrust
I feel as dirty as the dust
That He made me from
I don’t wanna love the sin He saved me from

My lust and insecurities could eat me alive
I love the Lord
And that’s for sure
But deep in my mind
I know He’d be perfectly just
If He just left me to fry
Eternal torment from my whoring
I made a mess of my life
How can He love me
With this sin
I feel so ugly deep within
I know my works are insignificant
But everything I’m gifted in
I try to glorify Him with
Die to self and live for Him
Stomping out the doubt
But when I fall there it is again
Surfacing
Saying I’m only Christian on the surface and
Hypocriting
High and mighty
Knowing I ain’t perfect
But my God saves perfectly
In spite of all the hurt in me
I’ve poured upon the people
He’s continuing His work in me
Blotting out the pervert
And the trash talking jerk in me
Because when God saves
We can walk it out with certainty
Certainly,
Sometimes it goes forgotten in our memory
That when we trust in God
We are justified with perfect peace
Still,
Sometimes I feel that I don’t love Him enough
Cause I cave in to lust
With a blatant mistrust
I feel as dirty as the dust
That He made me from
I don’t wanna love the sin He saved me from

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from The Underground Railroad Mixtape, released October 31, 2020
This Song uses the instrumental from Love Me -Produced by Eminem 

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